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(continuing...) So we were kissing on the couch, and then Rum said, 'do you want to go to bed?'
I was so surprised that I whispered first thing that crossed my mind.
'With you?'
'well, thats one option, and of course, my favorite, but there are others, as... you go to your bedroom and I stay here. Not as good as first one, but absolutely correct too'.
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I sat on the couch and he sat by my side. Of course when i talked i was stuttering, making the whisper even more pathetic.
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'I dont think you are an idiot'.
'Its just... I am scared'.
'Of what? Of me?'
'Noooo!'
'Of sex?'
'Its just that this is going so fast... Two month ago you were just my friend. And i had a boyfriend who had been there for years and...'
Sh*t. I said the wrong thing. Rum moved away, just micro inches, but he moved a bit.
'I didnt mean what you are thinking', I said, alarmed.
'How do you know what I am thinking?', he sounded nice, but he wasnt smiling.
'I didnt mean I dont know if I want to come back with my boyfriend, I...'
'Its ok, DD'.
I felt like crying. I needed to explain... ok, i needed to THINK before saying nonsenses again, so I got up and said i was tired, it had been a long day...
And i ran to hide in the bathroom.
(to be continued)
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